Loosing Easton was the worse experience since loosing the others some years back this year. He declined so quickly it was so hard to believe. I was and still am struggling with my own health issues now compounded by financial woes. I spent every last thing I had on Easton in the passing months hoping for the best which looked like he was going to make it then the last week of it all he just got profoundly worse.

I am not getting anymore simply because I have no idea what is in store for me in the coming months. It would not be fair or safe to take in any more furkids till I get back on my feet again. I am a conundrum of health issues and it's aggravating to say the least. Not enough to put me in a disability point (at least not yet) but it's a struggle while still having to work.

Things could be worse I get it but I wish I had a few less problems I have. It's frustrating to find yourself suddenly not the same person you where a few years ago in such a short time.

I hope all of you and your furkids are safe and well.