So, last wednesday. A week ago in about 6-10 hours.

I had been yrying everything. For at least 10 days. Possibly 2 weeks? I even popped 2 motrin wed afternoon just to be able to think straight. That headache radiating from the temporal knob had overtaken everything. Unbeknownst to me, The nerves of the area were on fire with the chicken pox virus. To me? Given ny recent medicalbissues. I was certain i was having some typebof blockage or bleed that was the precursor to a stroke.

Maybe bc? Ending my days alive post stroke. Shitting & pissing myself in between dribbling pablum down my unshaven chin is my exact worst nightmare scenario/ fear. Lord take me clean when its time....

Please!!!

That timeline above? 3 weeks maybe with the sharp radiating headache?
Right now. Tonight. It is finally nearly gone. I can turn my neck, look over my shoulder. Onlybthe dull final memory ache remains

Again.
Ty Sanji.
Ty Jesus.
And ty you here for ur help.