"you made your bed now lay in it" because I've always heard rumors over the years he's been offered a ride back in the INDY Car Series by Penske, and he's always turned it down. I did watch an interview with Hornish after Allmendinger was named Penske's driver for a third car in the 2013 INDY 500, and the guy doing the interview asked Hornish "Why Allmendinger, and not you?", and Hornish replied "I have no desire to go back to the INDY Car Series, and everytime I think I might want to go back something happens that changes my mind". Hornish didn't come out and say it, but I got the feeling he was talking about Wheldon loosing his life.