I am relieved to read below that it's getting better. Sometimes life taps us on the shoulder to remind us to take care of ourselves, and sometimes it smacks us on the head!

I've observed that men have a tendency to put their pride before all else and blame everyone and everything around them for their mistakes. I suppose women can be guilty of that too, but we tend to not be as ruled by pride as our male friends. I catch Andy at it all the time. He never yells or anything, but he'll do something careless and immediately project blame. Haha...all these years (18) I lived without a husband makes it almost funny to me to see that even at 65 not much has changed in the male mind.

Take care of yourself and when you are ready to begin again we will be here for you.