a bloke who fancies me has invited me to his house for xmas day and i made him promise to not drink and to drive me home (i don't drive)in the evening. my official reason is that 'i'm scared of men' and don't want to stay the night but the real reason is that i don't want to have to hold in my poop the next day and become irritable with him. it's terrible - i find it really hard to go anywhere if there isn't public transport that i can hop onto when i decide i just have to go home and sit on my very own toilet in peace and on my own!
i really wish i didn't have this problem.
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