i envy people that can have a bm in a public restroom. i wonder too if others notice it. i think it's because we are so paranoid about it that we make ourselves aware of others. i spent a weekend at a cabin with 5 other girls and was so worried about not being able to go or someone hearing me. the weird part is, i never noticed when anyone else went. i feel like it's so casual to others, they just get up and do it when they need to and it isn't a big deal. why do i think others will notice when i do and it will be a big deal?