This is so me. The older I get the worse it weighs on my mind. I am 46 and I think of getting older: going in the hospital, nursing home, just taking a medication that may make me constipated, etc. I also have problems going if I feel like someone is waiting on me to finish. My husband will leave early or step out and I still feel rushed. This is on my mind all the time, which makes it worse to deal with.