well, since forever really, ive always had problems with using the toilet. up untill i was about 8 i refused to use the toilet for number 2's, which i remember was so embarrising but i couldnt help it, my mom tried sending me to counsellors and everything, now im 16 and trying to move in with my boyfriend but i cant bring myself to use his toilet i know it sounds pathetic but it makes me feel disgusted to think about it, i dont know how im ever going to be able to move out or stay away from home because my house is the only place i feel comfortable. Is there anything that can help me? i havnt been to a counsellor about it sinse i was little. Please help.