I know EXACTLY where you're coming from.
It started when I was a kid. I used to hold
back because I scarde and ashamed. I still wait
till public bathroom empty at work before I try.
I always pray it will be empty. If I can get at least halfway thru before someone walks in I
can finish o.k.. I'm embarassed at my stink and
all the loud farts that come before. Sad,isn't it? Peace, Tom