OK, so im pretty sure I suffer with shy bowel. and i just dont know what to do any more. as it appears there is seemingly no way to get rid of this and i dont want this mental illness for the rest of my life. id like to go to college and university but the thought of crapping there sickens me. next week im off to the black forest so hopefully ill just be able to go in the hotel room (although it is with three of my mates). any possible help would be awesome. at present i cant buy baz'z book due to being underage for paypal and i dont have a debit card. nor can i buy hypnosis. i havent told anyone because i think im a freaks at times. i seem to get continually depressed about it though,