Finally someone with same problem as me. i really thought that I was alone in this situation. it has been affecting me since elementary school. until now im 22 years old about to finish my college it still haunts me everytime i had to go out. it ruins my social life. i often cancels some plans or holidays because i'm afraid i can't find any toilets to go. And now i'm having anxiety if this problem will affects my job. i've never talked about this to anyone because they never took it seriously and they often laugh about it even my family and parent can't take it seriously. i'm always thinking that with this problem i may be considered as a disabled person because i can't function normally as people. i'm having a big dream, but this problem always gets in my way. i really don't know what to do.