I’m crying begging for help. I don’t know what to do anymore. I can’t talk to anyone about this - it sounds so stupid. Nobody understands. I’m autistic and I’m on SSI, I only get 700/month and rent is way too expensive for me to even consider living in my own place. I had to move in with my sister and her kids...they are great kids, but they make loads of noise and scream every morning which gives me so much anxiety. I’ve started waking up at 3:30 in the morning just to have time to myself to relax. But I can’t sleep. I’m losing my mind. I really don’t know what to do. I feel like I’m just losing my mind. I’m crying right now begging God for some kind of solution because right now I feel more hopeless than I’ve ever felt in my life.