It is Saturday and I can't sleep-On Friday I was so tired I fell asleep at about 8 pm. Upon waking in the middle of the night I have plenty of time for thinking. I was thinking it is Day 6. And now it is 322 AM.I am doing much better than I ever thought I would this time on Cambridge. By now I should have surrendered to all those temptations, succumbing to the aromas of fresh bread loaded with real butter, or pasta, or any number of salty snacks and maybe a couple beers or I might have had a big hearty meal like meat loaf, mashed potatoes and a vegetable followed by a decadent dessert. While trying to do Cambridge in the past I only wanted what I desired because I couldn't have it! That is not the case this time. I know having the Cellulitus has reduced my appetite and that is a great advantage. I hold onto the knowledge that I will feel so much better. I am looking forward to the moment when I can feel, lighter, and less burdened by this extra weight. I am looking forward to feeling "normal" and blending in- not feeling like I am the fattest person in the room. I am looking forward to shopping in the average size parts of the store instead of the plus size area. And right now I am really looking forward to being able to just take a walk without pain.

I think I will try to get some more sleep and look forward to feeling much better when I wake up.

Everyone have a great day.