Dream of the Week

It's the last day of school. I think of high school, although it's my 6th - 8th grade math teacher who's the teacher.

Only a few of us are there. I think they're all fictional students, not anyone based on real life. White and Mexican, so that's accurate.

I'm in the back, sitting on the floor next to a low-sitting bench. I notice a sponge. Upon further examination, I see that it's one of those sponges that come in casules and when you put them in the water they expand. I had them as a kid. I consider taking this sponge but then I see that it's dirty and not very detailed so I decide to leave it, but I put it on the bench so it won't get stepped on.

Then I notice other sponges. There's one really good one that I decide to keep. It's a guy holding a leashed monkey in one hand and balloons or something in the other.

Then somebody in the class says, "Isn't this the last day of school?" She was expressing displeasure at the lack of activities. And the teacher is shocked and says, "Yes. Don't you even know when the last day of school is?". The students give sort of bored responses. So the teacher, in an attempt to make the last day special says, "Okay, do you want to play hospital?" We all decline and because it's the last day, we get to leave early, so we all just leave. I think this is based on reality. The last few days of school, for me at least, I think, were half-days.

So we're all coming out of the school. I consider asking all of the girls out on dates but I lack the courage to do so. So we all just say goodbye in passing. Nobody says, "see you" or anything, it's all "bye" because we know we won't see each other again.

Then I go home. I live in some kind of group home with other students. I'm sad about it being the last day of school. I put my school stuff away knowing that I don't need it any more. I reflect on that "want to play hospital?" comment. Was that a sexual thing? Did we blow a chance to play some sexual game?

Then a Mexican guy and two Mexican girls come in. They're students as well. The guy starts arguing with one of the girls and it turns violent. So then a bunch of guys get up and restrain him on a bed in the other room. Most of us were sitting in a long table in the dining room but I was on the far end just sitting on a little chest.

I consider getting involved because I'm one of the other people but decide against it. Then I see that actually there is at least one white-haired guy here so I'm not the oldest.

Then a Mexican girl from school comes over to me and says, "Hi (Baron). Do you want a cookie?" She's an actual person I knew in school in real life and she liked me. I appreciate the gesture and I think she's coming on to me so I accept but I take a doughnut that's just in her hand, not on a tray or anything. Then I realise that she wasn't offering the doughnut and that doughnut was hers and at first she doesn't want to give it but she lets me have it. Then I notice in her other hand, she has a box of cookies so I say, "Oh, I'm sorry. Yeah, I'll have a cookie." She says, "No, you can have the doughnut" but I explain that I didn't see the box of cookies and it was just a misunderstanding.

Let's see what the girl is up to on Facebook. I've looked this up before. She gained a lot of weight, has a couple of kids, and married some guy maybe 7 years younger than her.

Yeah. She's pretty big, but she was a kind of big kid so it's not surprising. Has a couple of young daughters and possibly a flaming homosexual son who's maybe 16. They went to Disney World.

She still lives in the same area we grew up in, although a slightly nicer town.

Took a picture with her mother. Her mother looks white. I think that's right. I think she was half white and half Mexican.

She wants you to visit the church that she attends.

She mentions having her son. Yeah, he was born in 1997 so that was a year after high school. He looks white so maybe the father was white. She also links to his Facebook. Yeah. He's gay. Really gay. Talks about how blessed she is and God is great. Read the bible, honey. Genesis 14:1–17.

Anyway, that guy responds that he's crying and really loves his mother. That's the problem, isn't it? Too close to his mother. No male role model. That's why he's gay. You blew it. Don't have kids when you're 18 and not in a stable relationship.