Here I go again. I can write about what's happened in the last 2 weeks since my last update, but it will sound like a lot of excuses lol... it's life and I am dealing with it. I do have a major thing that just happened and I'd like to share. My uncle passed away Monday and he was the sweetest human being. Him and I became close ever since my dad passed away 6 years ago so it was harsh but I know he's finally pain free and in a better place. I've done nothing but binge.

Anyway, I stepped on the scale this morning and although I've gained since my last weigh-in, I am glad I am still under 300. I no longer want to be over 300. It's been too many years. It's time to change the scale readings. I am a scale person by the way and I need it to keep going... it's the compliments that throw me off, that somehow make me give up and say "you're doing so good that you can jump off the horse or wagon" LOL this is why I prefer to leave (as I've done before) and go where no one knows me or cares to compliment me but unfortunate that option is no longer available.

I decided to get a weekend job to stay busy as weekends are also a challenge for me and that's when I get all the compliments from my family and friends that only see me on weekends. I got the job taking care of an elderly person and I was just notifed that he fell and is at the hospital getting hip replacement surgery. Grrr!

So here I am, middle of the week starting SS and will be facing a very challenging weekend at home.

That's my rant for today! :-)

Thanks for reading.