This all goes back to...man...probably 12 or 13 years ago. I've told this story 100 times but it holds up. I still remember the day. I was sitting at my computer probably on a Manics site when my anus shook. "What was that? Probably nothing." Then a few minutes later it happened again. And again. And again and again and again.
I went to the bathroom (not using the bathroom, just went in the room) and passed out just from freaking out about this. I came to maybe ten seconds or ten minutes later.
These spasms would go on at greater frequencies. I'd try to control it by breathing techniques and trying to relax and whatnot but...totally involuntary stuff here. Made it hard to sleep because your fucking anus keeps shaking.
It went on for some considerable time. Six months? A year? More than that? It gradually started getting less frequent until one day it just stopped and thank God there's been no relapse.
During all of that, there was no bleeding.
But then maybe a year ago (so over ten years with no anus issues) I took a dump and when I turned around, I saw that the toilet was filled with a mixture of mostly blood, some poop. I nearly passed out again. I wiped and it was like something from a horror film.
I somehow think that this started with a hard poo. I don't recall if this blood-filled toilet incident had hard poo or not. But I'm thinking that the constipated log tore the rectum.
Ever since then, I've periodically had bloody stool. Doesn't have to be consipation, it happens with diarrhea as well. It's never like that first time but there's sometimes blood on the crap and when I wipe there's blood.
I don't know. Maybe these two things aren't even related. After all, there's a 10+ year gap between these incidents. I don't think it's anything serious, though.
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