Got a reply to my email from my lady friend. She says that she's never thought about moving to Scotland but she's not against the idea. She doesn't have a problem leaving London as long as she has a fullfilling and content life. How romantic. Although, in fairness my proposal wasn't exactly full of passionate. It was basically, "We're not getting any younger and I'd like somebody to keep me company."

I just don't want to use Tinder any more. But I was thinking, what would my lady friend, or ANYONE even add to my life?

I mean...look at these Tinder losers. Menial jobs, unintelligent, uneducated, unattractive. So what do they bring to the table?

It's a net loss as far as I'm concerned. I'd rather be by myself. Do what I want. Not have to support some dumbass.

The other day, I was trying to leave Tescos when I was blocked by a man who suddenly stopped at the exit. I was following behind him and didn't expect him to stop. Turns out, he wasn't leaving the store. He was just showing his girlfriend a box of tampons and asking her if that's the kind she wanted. It wasn't. She wanted the type with wings so told him to try again.

This woman was a fat loser who didn't want to put the cigarette out so that she could get the tampons herself. So she sends her flunkie boyfriend, who was considerably more attractive than she was, to do it for her.

They must have met on the internet. That's the way with these things. It's always a guy dating somebody much less attractive than himself. That's just the way it's set up. Women have it easy, men have to take whatever they can get.

I'd tell that fat fuck to shove those tampons up her anus. But this guy was so desperate for a girlfriend that he puts up with this.

So thinking about my ladyfriend. Will she contribute to the household income? Not really because she's been doing temp jobs her whole life. Another £14,000/year? Who cares? And after taxes and travel expenses and whatever you're looking at maybe £7,000/year. I mean...it's nothing.

Maybe she'll cook. Although, she's vegetarian so...probably won't cook meat. Even if she did, I wouldn't expect her to know what she's doing.

Maybe she'll clean. The place isn't exactly filthy now, though. And with two people, it will get dirty twice as quickly.

Somebody to do stuff with. I guess there's that. But how many times have I thought, "Man, I'd love to go see this film/concert/art show. If only I had somebody to go with"? It's never happened. Not once in my entire life.

Maybe holidays. I guess it would be nice to travel. But she sucks at it. It would be me doing all of the work. And it's expensive. And neither one of us drive so it can only be in places that have good public transportation.

Somebody to talk to. I don't know. Maybe that would be something. Although, neither one of us are great conversationalists.

It's just the thing that you do, I guess. Most people pair up. Probably...90% of people? That would be my guess. Maybe more.

Maybe it would be nice. Maybe have a family. It would be a black family but that's not necessarily awful. When I see a white woman with a black baby, I know that that woman is garbage but I just can't find anyone else. It's not through lack of effort. And just because the child is black doesn't mean that they're doomed to being an asshole. Upbringing plays a large part. And I've known plenty of actual black people who were okay people. And my ladyfriend is okay.

So that could be something. Somebody to pass my wisdom on to. Pass my strong genes on to. Pass my name on to. Why not? And if I continue to only work a few days a week, I'd have plenty of time to do some real fathering. Unlike my own father who worked all the time. That would be good. Go places and shit like this. Try it out at least.